story of my life

will be the title of the next song i writeee(=
still workingg on the first one.

& speaking of story of my life,
"My Notebook" - Tiffany Alvord, YOUTUBE IT.

i'm pissed cause my computer is broken & so i can't download any songs onto my iPod.
& if i do, all my previous songs will be deleted )=

he said my name today.
he has a nice voice.
i wonder if he can sing.
i hope he can.

i just decided,
"he said my name today" will be my third song.
or part of my second one.

everyday blogging

so i was in this depressed/sad/bored/blechh mood todaay, for like an hour & i decided to go on blogspot & read othersss' & post one.
& reading others just makes me feel better, idont know whyy.
& so i was reading christinekim's blog, about how guys are such douches
esp. if they lead you on & then just let you go
& i 100% agree with her.
i don't know if _____ is doing that right now but it just feels like it.
like he's really nice & sweet one minute & the next,
he's either being himself & being weird & confusingg or he's being mean)=
idont knowww, im stuck.

& i was reading meganthai's blog,
i'm like her too. i sign on myspace once, maybe twice, a day & stay on for like 5 seconds, literally, unless i have to reply to somethingg.
& facebook, maybe once in two days.
i don't even go on FML anymore, too lazy.
& aim, i go on everydayISH, but if i do, i sign on, & set it to away right away,
get off the computer, do some stuff, go back on, see if anyone IMed me & if they didn't, just sign off.
i dont know why. i think i'm getting lazier everydaay.

V i'm gonna continue that blog post tomorrow.
byee

i wanna meet a guy that

1. will actually read this whole thingg.
2. is asian, LOL NO OFFENSE
3. loves doggies :D
4. has nice hairrr
5. & nice eyes<3
6. & a nice voicee
7. can singg or at least try to(=
8. isn't afraid to watch hannah montana movies
9. & jonas brother movies
10. & animated disney movies
11. dresses well
12. doesn't always have to be hugging
13. or kissing
14. or holding hands
15. doesn't do drugs
16. eats alot but has a nicee body<3
17. sweet talks
18. & smart talks
19. & "has a way with words" like rose(:
20. doesn't ask to hang out like every single weekend
21. is taller than mee
22. & older than me
23. understands when i'm tired
24. or mad/pissed & is there for me
25. will give me space when i need it & when i want it
26. knows how to play an instrument
27. doesn't have girls all over him
28. doesn't flirt with every single pretty out there
29. or text with every pretty
30. or hug
31. likes the color yellow
32. is funny & has a sense of humor
33. doesn't think cussing is cool
34. doesn't try to avoid getting his picture taken
35. goes with the flow on what girls think is cool
36. has a heart
37. is willing to change after reading this (:
38. WILL GIVE ME GOOD MORNING TEXTSSS<3
39. doesn't use the word "gay" all the time.
40. doesn't criticize the type of music i listen to
41. has a goal he wants to accomplish
42. doesn't try to act "cool"
43. or try to say anything "cool"
44. knows when to be in charge
45. gets along with everyone else well
46. knows who my bests are
47. & treats them good (:
48. doesn't care what type of celebrities i like
49. is smart
50. & can help me on school stuff & homework

I'LL ADD MORE LATER :D

hiii guyss :D

IM DOING GOOD TODAAAAY, GREAT ACTUALLLY(:
aha, im in suchha good moood,
wednesday was kindaa blech for me,
thursday, school day was long but after, it was one of those familyy days<3
went to the park, played catch/dodgeball/&baseball with my family incl. parents[;
& then ate pho [however you pronounce it]
todaay, school was goodd, & later i HAVE to watch 'Lil Abner ):
i guess it's fine with me but if i dont watch it & write a paper on it,
i get 300 points markedd offf D:
it's almost the end of the year and in like all my academic classses, i have all these multiples of 100pt. projects!
like math i have that 500pt extra credit & i'm still confused on how to do it!-_-.

i've realized that i literally cannot live without music.
if it wasn't invented right now, i would be the one inventinggg it, TRUST.
like seriously, it's my life, whether it's stuck in my mind, i'm singing it, it's on television, radio, or if i'm playing it on the guitar, piano, flute, whatevvv, i CANNOT live without it.

& my relationshipp with him so faaar is SOOOO MUCHH better than my oldguy.
like x7283478234682734 betterr :D
it's still kinda hard cause we only have one class together
but yeaah, hard to explain.
& i'm texting him right noww(=
WOOOOOOT<3

You'll Always Find Your Way Back Home - Miley Cyrus

omggg<3 second favvvvv song[;
or no, 1B cause 1A is crazier - taylor swift LOL
this song, the mileycyrus one, is probably my second
favorite one cause even though mileycyrus sings it,
taylor swift wrotee it & she writes theeee best songss, ever<3
& this song makes me all happppy & joyfull :D
but there are so many words to it! ahah itss okaay
cause i'll memorize it by tomorrow or the next daaay(=
but i can't play it on the guitarrr; waaaaaaay too many notes.

_________ is still a problem but it's okaay,
life's still greaaaat (:

OMfreakingGee.

IT IS FREAKING HOT. the weather is creeeping me out.
the day after tomorrow keeps coming into my mindd & i don't wanna
die causee of weather T_T

school was eh, soso, okaay(=
star testing)= but then during 2nd, i just texted & talkedd to charlie & terry & textedd people.
4th periodd, walkedd around the gym and talked with aimee, deborah, audrey, etcetcetc. :D
6th period, ew biology-_- horrible, i hate bio, worst subject EVER.
ahah, so yeaaaaah. & tomorrrow is drama, then french, then englishT_T
gaaaah! english is so boring ):

LOL GEEEEEEE. SNSD is like on every single korean interview/tv show mangg, cause of their one song, GEE.
my parents know them better than i do, kinda weird but cool(=
HAHAAH, yeaaah, they're OKAY, but some of them are really funny HAHA.

i think that's it.

life's good so farrr ;D
it COULD be better, ifyah know what i'm talking about (:

crazier - taylor swift

is my favoritee song at this moment ;DD
omggg<3 so cuteee & i can plaay it on the guitaar
so yeaahboyeeee[;

eeew, 'effing school)=

& jenny, don't tell anyone about you-know-who
causee only 3 peoplee know about you-know-who LOL.

okaaay, i'm donee(:
byeeeee

no zac efron todaay)=

everyonee cancelled except megan so i just decided to not go,
cause me & megan aren't even in the same group for english.
awwwww ): i wanted to watchh it! this coming fridaay FHSO.
w/ ronelle, katiee, & courtneeey! :D
cause we planned this ever since high school musical 3! =)

oooh~ & i changed my myspace song, LOL to thinkingofyou-katyperry.
it's daaang good. i used to hate it, but everyone knows
that i hate a song for like 2 weeks and then it becomes my favorite songg, LOL.
& i can plaay it on the guitarrr so it's a doublee pluss! :D

todaaay, awana olympics was INTENSE. like cuhhrazy.
even if it's just kids doingg random games, it lasts for like two hours
& all the parents are like screaaaming & stuffff!
aha, i'll uploadd a picture tomorrow, of the sparkies doing the sparkie crawl
or somethingg like that. it's so cool cause everyone collides and
the colors mixxx :D goodtimesgoodtimes(;

ew, school mondaay D:
& i have english hw & i have to memorizeee for drama&english )=
shuckkkkkks.

anniekim, i missyou<3
& even though we go to seperate schools now,
you're always there for mee
& i thankk you so much for that! :D

i've been watching alot of

disney channel these days. CHECKITOUTCHECKITOUTCHECKITOUT (:

so todaay, i think ima watch some tv, internet, play guitar, and sleep early cause i have to wake up at 7 tomorrow )= but at least it ends around 1:30 so i couldd get to the shoppes & movies earlierrr! :D WOOTWOOT, zacefronnn<3 ahah.

i dont know what else to write about. ooooh,
im listening to green lighhht[; i had forgotton about this song until the rally today. EW i hate talking about school stufff when i'm not in school T.T
ahah, soyeaahupp. i remember when i first heard this songg, GOODTIMESGOODTIMES :D
& jenny foundd out who sang it and so we were about to make a video with this songg. ahah, well its my myspace songg at this moment! URL: rachelxlove [lastname:person] LOL cause i don't want random scary looking people addding me.

im done. byeee,
& text me tomorrrow around the morning-afternoon cause im gonna be bored to death.
seeeeyah<3

thursday.

onlyy 34 days of schoool! ;DD
NOT counting weekends causee if yahdo, its like 50 days & thas worsee man!
ahaha, so i thinkk i have my weekend planned out;
fridaay - school, & then at homee plaay guitar & watch family outting & gold miss(;
saturday - awana olympic games T_T [ohjoy-_-] from like 7:30 AM to 3/4 PM i think. and i have to wake up at like 6 cause LA is an hour away and we have to get ready. dangit. after awana games, the shopppes to buy our book for our englishh reading thingg for our group, cause we already askedd ms.cook if we could do the book _____ & she saidd yess! (: AND SHES NOT GONNA BE HERE TOMORRRROW :) ahahha. i hate when regular teachers are here. loveeesubs<3 except when theyre fiesty, eh. & then after buying the book at barnes and nobles, walk to harkinsss and watch 17 again! :DD eeeyy zac efronn<3(= ahah.
sunday - churchhhhhh till 4 cause we have awana this weeek-_- then homee and get readdddy for school )= BORINGGGG, ahha.

soyeaaupp, thaas it! callmee uppp if you think you're gonna be anywhere i am, esp. if i last saw you like last yearrr :(
& i was just reading michellekim's post about how she wants to go backk in timee, & i sooo wish that. jr.high years were the best. 7th & 8th grade combinedd even w. all that drama and stuffffff. and i regret ALL of that except for the one that happened at the end of 8th grade and she got all, "WELL THATS HOW GOD MADE ME" on kristin&me. kindaafreaakystuffff, if you know what i'm sayingg.

i think im doneee[:
byeee! :)

I GOT A LETTER

from this woman named Lisa telling me to go to Beverly Hills cause she set up an appointment for me with a director from Beverly Hilllls.
& if you guyss know me, you would know that i wanna be an actress :D
first in disneychannel though, cause everyone tells me i love/watch disney too much & that i wouldd fit in disneychannel, LOL =)
& because everyone starts out there and becomes BIGBIGBIGGG, likee shia lebouf & zac efronn (;
so yeaaah, i got the letter telling me to go to the hillls todaay at 7 or tomorrow at 7. so i replied saying i couldnt go cause of school and shiiz and asked for a saturday.
then she says, how about this saturday? and im like .. OCRAP. i have to go to my siblings awana olympics T.T oooohdang .
so yeaaah, i dont knoww what to do & i havent even told my mom yet.
& i reallly wanted to go but hw & school night & etcetcetc.
so FFFFFFFF D:
maybeee during the summer, she said she doesnt know the timings yet of course but if there was one she would tell me and she told me to call her .
so i thinkk i'ma do that.
& then hopefullly, i'll do good and be on my waay to disneychannel, "namsaying?" :D

so springbreaaak, was soso.
monday & tuesday - nothing.
wednesday, thursday, friday - (not the order) LA (the groveee, if you guys have seen the colorful apartments next to the grove, i used to live there :D), irvine spectrum (everything at urban outfitters was over 50 so i didnt get anything this time :[ & i dont really like forever21 & my dad hates the owner of forever21 so i think its all goooddd :D), & movieeeess! :D (HANNAH MONTANA MOVIE WASSSSS EEFFFFING AMAZIING<3)

i think im done.
i dont wanna go to the awanagames cause then
we have to wake up at like 6 D:
byeee

SPRINGBREAAAKK! :DD

FINALLLY (:
this weeek was helllla longg,
butttt spring breaak is finally heree! =)
PARTYY :D
monday - yuli is coming over & we're gonna do like two more covers on youtube (:
friday - hannah montana moviee w. ronelle hopefullly<3
saturday - disneylanddddd! [;

ANDDDDDDDD, I GOT MY PHONE BACKKKK! ;)
but she freaakin erased like half my contacts and ALL my pictures D:<
wtfuhh, riight?!
ohweelll, at least i have it noww (:

she still hasnt

given my phone back to mee! D:
wtf, & i went to the office & they told us that they dont take phones away & they dont make the parents come and get it after school!
but thats what she told me, EXCUSESEXCUSESEXCUSES.
i think she's trying to steal my phone or something.
like, it doesnt even have battery & shes making up allthese excuses.
WHAT IF SHE LOST IT?! :O
she'd freaaking better not have.

ughhh & drama life suckss too.
like i have no drama going on, well i had none for like a whole year now,
but some of you people know what i mean, & others dont.
like, i was 100% suree i'd given up.
like i was completely positive.
but it's like coming back nowww!
& I WANNA GIVE UP.
& theres like 7892348726 little signs telling me not to
but theres like 2 major signs telling me i shouldd.
gaaaahhh what should i do?!

& ohyeah, its april fools day.
whoopdedoo.