ysterday

i got siiick & missed school ):
which suckked cause i hate missing schooool,
and doing make up work, even though i think i only have math,
but i dont think i wanna do itt ):

today was fuuun,
i think i rock at rockband drums,
SPIRITED SURVIVOR, yeauh <3

my voice is kinda gonee,
i hope it comes backk ):

this week sucked,
except today was fuuun ahah,
in math and english and chem and dance,
just history i had to take a test from yesterday
and in french we had a sub that actually knew french
so we actually had to do worrk -_-
but overall, today was the bestest daay.
& our afterschool 3:OO - 4:3O everyday craziness <3
& dora's house made it + fun :)

everyone's

sick, either with the flu .. or the flu ahah no one really has the cold now,
it's js straight out FLU ):
& i was supposed to get my H1N1 vaccine today so i went in the morning,
cause we had late start neways,
but THEY RAN OUT -_-
so on saturday, my whole family & i have to travel faaar just to get itt,
blehh ):

i'm a VERY scared health phobic,
like the littlest things catch me off gaurd
and once swine flu came outt,
i was washing my hands like EVERY single SECOND.
im not kidding ):
and i REALLLY hope i dont get swine fluu,
like REALLYREALLY.
like on the verge-of-crying-REALLY ):
praaay for me guuuys <3
& i'll pray for you <3

life.

LIFE IS SO;
hard to explain.
complicated.
indescribeable.
repetitive.
boring.
frustrating.
confusing.
WITH SO MUCH;
ups and downs.
questions.
doubt.
disappointing answers.
hardships.
guessing.
wondering.
ABOUT;
who you are.
who you'll be.
who your true friends are.
who will always & forever be there for you.
whose trustworthy.
what's truth.
what's fact.
what's false.
what's rumored.
who won't let you down.
who'll be with you through whatever through whenever.
whose the right one.
AND IF THEY'RE;
letting you down.
letting you go.
leading you on.
making yourself less confident.
making yourself mad.
making yourself die of questions.
using you.
ignoring you.
faking you out.
just there.

i think i speak for everyone when i say this.

no titlee

today was pretty goood.
went over to grace sim's with breanna pak & crystal lee,
the foood was YUMMMMMMMY! <3
i forgot what its called ...
but its mexican food, like where you put mayo, guacamole, salad, cheese, tomatoes, and steak into tortillas!, like tacos but it has a specific namee,
HAHAHA :)

omg,
so stressed with schoool-_-
so many projects and tests and quizzes and random stuff we have to memorize.
and homework due everyday,
wow, i can't wait until winter break! <3

it feels like

- i've gotten really close with some people over the last few weeeks :)
- i've gotten really distant with alot of my friends over the last couple o' months ):
- i've been doing better in schooool :)
- i've been lazier than before ):
- i've gained a better relationship with him over the last month :)
- i never see some people anymore ):
- i've become a better christian, little by little :)

everyone i've grown apart from,
LETS HANG OUT.

today

was a goood daay :)
schoool was twin day & we took a jabillion pictures,
hehehe it was funnn.
& then dance 5th period, mslindenburg wasn't here
so we didn't have to change & all we did was take MORE pictures.
ahha (=
(yes, i'll upload them on facebook, you guys x))
& thenn after school,
breanna pak, crystal lee, and grace sim came over to work on our history project!
& i thought we were gonna build but we last minute decided to paint everything first
so grace's mom brought paint over & we painted & talked about SO many thinnngs.
& then they all wanted to go to pho so we walked over
& we ate ate ate and talked talked talked and took MORE pictures!
ahah & we had some semideep talks,
but yeaah, today was fun overalll!

TIME TO START MY HOMEWORKK!
i have alot):

one thing.

i don't remember where i left my phone this morning -_-

yesterday,

things didn't worrrk out,
so i just stayed home & did most of my homeworrk,
except for math, ... & chemistry, but i don't HAVE to do chemm,
it's a groupp thing so yeaah ;)

i wonderr what i'm gonnna do today.
that's what i hate about last minute stuff,
you might do nothing at all,
or something semi-fun,
or something FUNFUNN.
& that's what i love about last minute stuff,
that you might be able to do something FUNFUN.

!!!!!

WSUP WITH THIS WEATHER!!!! D:<
SOOOOOOOOO HOOOOOOOOOOOOT D:<

this weeek

school was a bore,
EXCEPT FOR MONDAAY:),
even if it wasn't my birthday, i woulda still loved itt,
especially the weather,
cause it wasn't like HOT or RAINING,
it was in between, like cool & misty,<3

today,
i think i'm gonna play with grace chang at her housee!
YAAAAY! <3
i love hanging with her cause we laugh so muchh
& we talk about SOSOSOOOO many things
without being judemental about each other (=

yayayaya,<3

im going to INNOUTTT!,<3
after my dad finishes showering, heheee

tmrww,
i don't know my schedule at all-_-
cause i don't wanna go to church since if i go,
i'll be like 'new'-_-
AND i also REAAAAAAAAAALLLY wanted to go to ayala's hc football gamee!

SOMEONE TAKE ME:)

i seriously

hate my brohoe sometimes-_-

so today,
dora came up to me and told me someone told her that i blogged about herr??
but i didnt ... except that one day when i included her in one blog about my day ..
but i didn't blog ABOUT her.
so whoever told her that ... is officially weird.

the weatherrr is looooooove,<3
but i just HATE the stickyness of rainn,
but i love rain & the cold chill :)

so school,
yesterday wasn't bad but it kinda was.
today was better than yesterday.
& i think monday was the best day,
not only because of my birthday, but even if it wasn't my birthday.


woooow,
there's something i need to say but,
i wanna make it metaphorical so that i don't talk about personal life.
so after hw, im gonnna go look up movie/song quotes.
& maybe post it up hereee

cause

im so boredd,
& i finished all my hw,
...
HAHAHA uuuuuh,
i'm rethinking it ALOOOTALOOOOOT.
maybe it isn't it.
maybe im over it?
or it's just ... old?
or i never really did like it,
i just thought i did.
no, im pretty sure i did.
maybe.
possibly.

so againnn,

thanks guys!, for everything yesterdaay,
especially gina who went through so much stress just for me,
lovee yaa<3

so today & yesterday,
both good days :)
only two subjects for homeworrrk
& my classes were so chilll,
especially chem cause we had a sub for the last like 3 days,
& the sub is so chill & all we do is talk & stuff, ahah.

i've been rethinking ...

THANKSTHANKSTHANKSTHANKS

for all the birthday wishes & presenttts! :)
gina - the cakee & the balloons & all the extra stufff,<3
jenny - the funnnny card & the necklacessss
grace - the cakee AHAHAH, loveyaaah
etcetc - the balloooons,
& the people who forgot that told me to text them to bring it tmrrw - thanks in advance! HAAHHAA (=

even if i hadn't gotten anything thoughh, i'd still be happpy
cause you guys are all the BESTEST<3333333!
lovee yaaaa'llll! :)

hc gameee!

junekim, congratulations prettty bbby, <3!
hhehee,
todaay was better than most days,
firstt schoool,
school was good cause i had a sub in 3 classes & the other classes i didn't have a sub in,
we did less than usual (=
then sarah an's housee!,
i love how we plan everything SO VERY last minute-_-
buuut still, sarah's house was FUUNFUNNFUN, i lovee her housee,
AND HERR,<333 & at her house,
all we did was manicure w. music for like ... one hour HAHAHA
& then afterr,
me, christinesong, priscakim, & dorale went to the football gamee
& then while me, song & megan & julia were downstaiirs for the halftime thiingy,
prisca & dora left,
so when we came up, it was just us three girls pratically with
2374982 boys but it was funnnny, cause boys are funny ;D
& then christine song left so it was just me & megan & the booooys
& we didn't even watch the game AHAHA we all talked
about random things & took random pictuuures,
yaaaaaaay (: todaay was goood,,<3

i hope next week's goood,
monday's my birrrthday!, exciteeeeeeed! ;D

today

school was aightt i guess.
its always the same old, same old.
SO REPETITIVE, i hate itt ):
actually, i think today kinda sucked too,
like tuesday.
i REALLLY hope starting from tmrrw,
or from next monday it goes welll.
especially cause next monday is
MY BIRTHDAAAAY!, ;D<3
woootwooooot,

the best part about today was after schoool,
cause prisca's so funnnaay,,<3

i want some

costco pizza right noww, even though i'm full, hahahh,
i have .. some hw todaay, not alot but yeaaah.
this week has been,
so ... offguard, like so many surprises & last minute stuff.
woooooow,
i hope next week is better & funner & funnier,<3
& i hope my mom doesn't freak when she sees my progress report.
cause my progress ain't so good.

today was

):
i didn't even laugh as much as i do everyday)=

i have

lotsa hw todaay, not ALOOT, but .. it's pretty alot for mee, ahha,
duude omg-_- everyone's failing their classes!
ME TOOOOOO )= i have TWO C's, holymotherr, my mom's gonna be
P
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hopefully i can raise it up to A's by the end of the semester,
i REALLY wanna get straight A's this yeaaar (=

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yesterday, i went to harvest festivaaal & saw ALOT of people,
from canyon hills jr high AND chino hills highh so it was fuuun:)
AND i got to hang out with rosekim & angellla leee, my bbys,<3

today, was chuurch & awana-_- awana's actually arright HAAH
& then i came homee ...

tomorrow's schoool,
hopefully its a good day:)

random

so yesterday, ... after schoool, me & gina & dora atee,
& then i went home and did nothing for an hour,
just stared at my messy room & sent pictures of it to gina HAHAHA
& then my weekend's plan changed in one phone calll,
so after doing nothing, i went to onethingLA & .. it was arright,
ahah even though the man giving the sermon used hard words
& the sermon was kinda hard to understand,
there was this one example which i thought was suuuper funny;
'We all get distracted. One minute I'll be praying and asking God to help me become a person like John in the Bible, the next minute, I'll be thinking of my friend John and how I went to school with him.'
AHHAHA & how he said it was sooo funnny, it was a youhadtobethere kinda thinnng.

ANYWAAAAAAYS,
today i'll be doing my tons&tons of hw & random stufff.
:O MAYBE HARVEST FESTIVALL?!
i realllllly wannna goo):

so stresssed,

about everythiiing.
ESPECIALLY playingtime, i know it sounds stupid,
but my parents have gotten more strict cause i play ALOOOOT noww,
like compared to when i went to chhs, i would hang witth someone like ONCE a MONTH,
now its like once or twice a weeek, NOT counting saturdays & sundays.
so aksjdfkaj;!
and i wanted to go to harvest festival tomorrow and saturday,
& then next saturday hc @ ayala
& next next saturday knotts scary farm!
but im soooo afraid to ask cause i have that 'feeling' that they're gonna say no even before i finish my sentence and its okay if they say no, ... but like all my friends are telling me to go and i want to, esp since i haven't seem them for like ... A YEARR!):
so im scared to askk cause they might say no & then get mad & give me a whole
'you're a sophmore now, you have to work harder and read and hang out only once a year' typea lectureee-_-

so much hw today.

i wanna become a better christian.