everything's just

complicated.

guys - 1 isn't as guy-friendy as i like guys to be. not meaning boyfriend material,
but well, like he's funny & nice & he has the looks too, but he isn't like most guyss, he's kinda ... strangeish. & there's so many down-sides to him.
& 2, welll 2's nice & he seems like a good guy & he's smart, but he isn't that great looking. but i'm not that shallow so i'm not gonna judge him by that, cause to be honest, i wouldn't go out with someone like shia lebouf LOL. & alot of girls like shia lebouf. but besides the not-so-good-looking part, the bad thing about him is that... he's a flirt. like alotta people know that too. & i would choose him over the other two, but i really really really REALLLLY don't like flirty guyss. now if he's into you, that's a whole different story. but he flirts with alotta girlss & i don't like guys like that. cause for one, you don't know if he's into you or if he's just being flirty & you're just like, back-offf, you're annoying, y'knoww?
& 3. well 3 has a nice voicee & i'm a suckker for guys who can sing, like crazy suckerr. not even funnyT_T. his voice isn't killller but he's still good on his own level. & 3, he's funnyy & he's like alotta guys but at the same time, he has his own different personality, like he's into music that's not like scream & punkk & heavy metall, namsaying?

someone help me decide. even if you have no idea who i'm talkingg aboutt, hellpppp meee.

music - i'm listening to the sad song from the drama Iljimae so this makes this whole blog & atmosphere depresssing, ahha. propss to this songgg man.

friends - annie, i miss you bestfriend.